First Words!

I've never written anything and never even tried to, except a few rhymes and little raps here and there .... that too for having a good laugh at somebody out of my friends when sitting together or when i wanted a little praise for my not so literal work of matching similar sounding words ....

Its been sometime now since Umer(my close friend) for the first time asked me to write a blog and always has tried to motivate me towards books and writing stuff..... I'm little free(sort of) these days and spending my most of the time sitting on my PC so i started reading blogs lately and being impressed by how my young fellows (and of course people of my age) are writing, pushed me towards writing something and again Umer suggesting few days back .....

So I'm here writing my first post .....

The thing that has always hindered me from writing is my hesitation towards my poor English(I feel so) language ... i.e my fear what one would say if I write something wrong or If I improperly convey my idea or what if someone assumes something wrong if write something with humor etc ....

I also do own a problem(I feel) of expressing myself wrongly in words ........ So again a fear of being misinterpreted by anyone.

(I also do know that one can't learn without making any mistakes but still thoughts are thoughts and fears are fears .... :( )

In spite of all this thinking I'm here and will try to write my heart out .... Hopefully readers(if any) of my blog let go my language thing and will just concentrate on the idea and thoughts being conveyed here ........

PS: Posting today on the 4th of Feb. Had composed this on 31st but wasn't sure whether to post it or not.

Thanks.